Summer Days

I love you Boys

Everyday is a fight of some kind. What cearal will they eat? Do they want milk? or not? Did they go potty? Will they go potty? Do I have to change another diaper/pull-up again? during the day. Are these the pjs that make you happy? Is this the story you want to hear? (twice!!!!) Do you need to go potty? Will these pjs do??? Here is your lunch, let's eat! Ok, you don't want that, but can you eat that? Just some, maybe???? OK, don't eat it, you don't get ice cream, scream, scream, scream from all children -- even the ones that ate.I am going crazy. But once again I look at someone else's life and their strength and think "Oh, my God, I am so so lucky!." Everyday, I look into my baby's eyes. Everyday, I hold them. Everyday, I "can" tell them how much I love them. Everyday, I see a future.With all the punching -- I am still very very very very lucky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love my boys, love my boys!

Spring Break 2009

Didn't get to do much, but we did go to the Aquarium.

Almost 4!!!!

Little boys grow so fast. Tomorrow is Elam and Declan's 4th birthday. They helped me with their shirts and put handprints on the back. It made me sad to see how big their hands are now. What happened to my babies? Planning a little party with Grandma, then something with just our family on Sat/Sun. Hope to find them their bikes.

today

Aidan and Elam went with Daddy to get lunch just like every Saturday, except it's usually Elam and Declan. But today, Declan said he wanted to stay home and be with Mommy. It was sweet. Now, 3 hours later they (the boys) are watching Brother Bear II. There's a sad part and Elam has put his head on Aidan's lap, while Declan has his baby and sucks his thumb.